well, my husband just got transferred from C Company as Admin Sgt. to a Sapper Team Leader. So now he goes out into the field. He is loving that I am sure. He is one of the ARMY's best soldiers. I am not lying, I am speaking because this is his life and he has done this for a long time. He was in the 82nd Airborne from 1988-1991. He jumped out of freaking planes!! I never said he wasn't crazy. But he loves our country and wants our children to live in a free society. His mission is that no one gets hurt on his watch! Well, I am not sure exactly why they moved him there but now he is in B Company. He is lovin it!! He loves being a soldier.
I feel so disconnected from him. I have not talked to him in atleast 3 weeks. Now I only get sporadic short vague emails from him. Which I hate!!
I almost feel like he is not mine anymore. Am I to go on as life without him?
I like to be able to share things with him.
I have no one to share my deepest thoughts with. I miss him so much I want to cry, I am so not in control of this situation and it is driving me nuts!! I am left here with his 2 boys to raise them all on my own, I want my Shane to hold me and tell me that he loves me. He is my best friend, I need him now.
God has said "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you. Hebrews 13:5
you will call and the Lord will answer: you will cry for helpk and he will say; Here am I Isaiah 58:9
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Penny! Do what I do when I don't hear from Wayne: email Kevin Kelly and tell him to go FIND him for you, point his finger in his chest and send him straight to the computer or the phone! It works.
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